
God,
I'm having a difficult struggle towards my insecurities. Yes, most of my friends see me as a tough leader/person but what they doesn't know (coz I used to just keep it only to myself) is I'm also like a child who cries and hurting when nobody sees me. I wish I could live a life with no pretensions and that they would also accept all my weaknesses as a person and not only think of my strong characteristics. Just like Gary V.'s "Warrior is a Child"
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around.
I drop my sword and cry for just a while,
'cause deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child."
That song completely describes what I feel right now... about being insecure to others...
I'm insecure about my physical features, social ability, and my talents...
I lift them up all to you God, and by FAITH, I will follow whatever your will is...
In Jesus name. Amen.
Your Son,
"J"