Saturday, October 28, 2006

Insecurities (A letter to God)


God,

I'm having a difficult struggle towards my insecurities. Yes, most of my friends see me as a tough leader/person but what they doesn't know (coz I used to just keep it only to myself) is I'm also like a child who cries and hurting when nobody sees me. I wish I could live a life with no pretensions and that they would also accept all my weaknesses as a person and not only think of my strong characteristics. Just like Gary V.'s "Warrior is a Child"

"They don't know that I go running home when I fall down.
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around.
I drop my sword and cry for just a while,
'cause deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child."


That song completely describes what I feel right now... about being insecure to others...

I'm insecure about my physical features, social ability, and my talents...

I lift them up all to you God, and by FAITH, I will follow whatever your will is...

In Jesus name. Amen.

Your Son,
"J"

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