When things aren't suppose to be what wanted

We have our dreams, we have our vision, we have our goal..

But not all of them are suppose to stay forever... that's the irony of life, when you finally have what you want.. when you finally have what you think that is best for you... in just a split second and twist of fate, it will be taken away from you...

The question would be.. how will you deal with it and what if there are things that aren't really supposed to be with you forever?

It's like having a piece of paper, then you wrote on it, then you simply throw it away or somehow lose it withoue even knowing how.

I've been into this dilemma like a million times hehehe... and back then, i usually get angry and irritated... I tend to think that I'm just not worthy to have it or for them to have me... but lately I've realized that its not those things that build my character, that says who I am.. I finally realized that God has something better... I mean great... that is in store for me... coz after all it's all about trusting what God wants me to have, what God wants me to do...

When things aren't suppose to be what we wanted, the best way is to think... not to specifically look for the answer (at least for now)... but look on what God is saying... what God wants us to do... after all, He is the answer.

It's all about trusting His plans for us... coz God wouldn't want us to suffer... He is our father... and a father would only want what's best for us...

God bless you all!!!

Just forgive and let God!!!

I'm glad na I really let God change me.. I just found out that I was being used up, betrayed (maybe), and being fooled around by some people that I really love... my initial reaction was I'm hurt, coz I can't believe that they would do that... but you know what... I've learned to forgive them right away... yes I'm waiting for them to talk to me, but the whole point is, even if they would like to talk to me or not, well I already forgave them...

I'm a changed person na... I used to easily get angry.. especially with this situation, the fact that I've given my trust to them, not to mention the other people din, but then... I forgave na... and I'm praying for them na lang

God is a god of second chances right, so who I am to despise them... and I already made an oath to understand the situations and people around me...

I would still want to protect them, I would still want to help them...

You know it's hard when you've given all your trust and your honesty to the people you love and in the end they're the ones who would betray you... good thing I have the right focus now... I'm more focus to God, rather than to the people around me...

I made an oath, and I'm vowed to keep it...

Just forgive and let God deal with them... after all, i'm dealing things din in my life... and I'm happy with my decisions....

When I fully let GOD run my life...

Ok here's the catch, i wonder why i' am not getting the things that i've been praying for, plus the blessings... well simply because, I still put my trust and priorities to the people around me, to my friends, to my ministry, and not to God...

The time came when God tested me, he dealed me with this, I had an UBE with my small group0 leader (its like IHD na din hehehe) coz it was painful, I had to let go of all my insecurites, pride, bitterness, unforgiveness, and all... I even had to give up even my reputation as a strong person... in short talagang na-UBE ako.. (UBE = Ultimate Bonding Experience)

It was really painful, and devastating hehehe... but you know whjat, right after I did it... when I fully let God change me, when I made an oath that I will change for the better, that I will really made my focus to God, blessing upon blessing are coming my way... its true that SIN (pride, selfishness, bitterness, etc...) is a blessing blocker. When I let God na lang... right after that day, unexpected blessings are coming talaga...

Our first gig was a success
When I lead the SG last saturday, the sg were blessed with my topic
God gave me an anointing on leading the people
I finally knew who really my friends are
I'm much more peaceful now
Basta madami pa...

Truly, when we OBEY and TRUST God with His plans for us, everything will be perfect...
When we OBEY and treasure the TRUST that was given to us by our SGL, and friends, God is please..

Right now my whole mindset was completely changed talaga... I have changed din... plus its really beneficial talaga... it gives me honor and respect from others and to myself plus it preserves every relationships.

Truly I am restored...

Thanks to all of your prayers.

God bless you all!!!