While everybody na kilala ko was on their vacation... grabe naman yung nangyari sa akin... I spent my Holy Week sa pagiisip lang... madaming dineal at ni-reveal si God sa akin... it started tuesday.. I talked to Kuya Jam, i mean i really need help during that time... and iba talaga yung gift ni kuya Jam... convicted ka pero di masakit.. pero may tama talaga hehehe.. dun lahat nagsimula... I asked God for my sensitivity on his word, yung mga gusto nya sabihin sa akin... the following night..
Wednesday na... I was so convicted.. i was crying then... Dineal ako ni God sa area of forgiveness and bitterness... kaya that night i texted some of my friends to ask for forgiveness as well as I let go na rin yung mga bitterness sa loob ko... If God can forgive... eh pano pa kaya tayo...
The following days, God revealed to me different visions... and sobra ako in awe... and syempre I was in the stage of handling it hard kasi.. sabay sabay sya hehehe...
Saturday naman... i talked to some of my friends.. one thing lang na nalungkot at sobrang na-depressed at convicted ako is dun sa isang conversation ko... I just wished na din na nangyari yun... but i think God let it happened.. so both of us will have to learned on dealing such things then... though both of us handle the situation differently... right now I'm praying na dahil sa nangyari.. mas maging ok kami, mas mabuild yung trust namin rather than ma-offend kami sa mga nangyari... isa kasi sya sa pinagkakatiwalaan ko... and i respect that person...
Sunday... i''ve done something bad this time.. i was consumed by the offenses na nangyari sa akin nung saturday... and that was wrong!!! until I realized during the p&w ng 5n7... as part of the team... i need to let go that feeling... kasi mahirap magworship if there's something na mali sa heart mo...
Monday... as in ngayon!!!... i just realized na i started dealing my sablays ng tama.. and i need to end it din ng tama... and not to start a new predicament ulit...
Lessons Learned... i thank God kasi madami akong natutunan.. though most of them eh medyo mabigat at kelangan ko matutunan in a hard way but I liked it... I've learned din na above all God should be the first... plus hindi lang basta may quiet time ok na... still a quality time with God.. is more important... and an open rebuke is better that hidden love as well as we shouldn't take offenses seriously... coz God is in control.. and we just have to ask and seek God as we go on in this journey.
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