Friday, June 29, 2007

Untangled Thought!

We sometimes end up in the most unusual pretensions, thinking, and soul searching advices in the midst of our problems. Well I think I have come up of somehow perfect but difficult solutions on such predicaments. I know it’s hard and painfully unbearable for us to accept and face the consequences of it, but nonetheless there are no wrong decisions in life. One great topic would be on wether you would take a risk onto someone from who you think you fell in love with and yet you have decided on just being friends with her. It's a decision that others would look at and say that I’m stupid on saying such thing... But hey! Isn’t it LIFE IS WORTH TAKING A RISK? and taking a risk doesn't always mean that you would go for it... coz sometimes you would take a risk on that something by not doing anything and yet you know for a fact that there is still a price to pay.Well, I would be a hypocrite if I denied for a fact that sometimes I just opt to just stay quiet and not taking that certain risk on what would others, or even I, may think that it is the right thing to do. But man! with this situation it is completely different. It’s like the whole world is watching on your every move and for a fact that there are certain constraints you might have to take a look at, nada nada nada...

Some people might think that I’m completely relieved with such predicaments… Well maybe a part of it, but honestly I’m still in the process of patching up these pains I have gone through in the past three weeks. The good thing is I have realized on how bad I could be and on how much of depression can I go through. I do also realized that it is much better to have at least 3 persons, with regardless of their background, wherein you might have to spill out the guts and trusting them by telling your problems.

How ironic? I'm too good in giving advices and solutions to the problems of my perks but why is it whenever I'm in a certain situation, the same as my perks had, I can't even give my poor self such good advices.

Well at least at the end of day I know everything will be on their rightful place...

Who says guarding your heart is the easiest things to do... well as for me... NOT! Yet it is the right thing to do.

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